Ouch

“God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them.”

Can't remember where I got this from or who said it (again!), but it sure hits the bull's eye. With my whole life right now.

I understand that all that happens to us is usually karmic in nature. & I understand that we are to learn these lessons before we can go on to the next ones. & as I've said before also, my life right now is like a whole repeat of itself, only not to 'Groundhog Day' proportions, thank God.

So I'm constantly analyzing, scrutinizing & poring over each detail (well most anyway) of any & everything that I experience, a whole lot more than I usually do. But it feels tremendously hard to find out the underlying meaning to it all. Maybe it's coz I haven't learnt the lesson at all? Or maybe this was the lesson to be learnt after all? *sigh*

It feels like I'm just waiting. & I don't even know for what. I sure hope & pray He lets me know soon. Amin.