*sigh*

Why do you still elude me
My love?
Do you not want to know your
Other half?

*sigh*…..

I am longing for that moment
When we will immerse ourselves
In an eternal embrace
After all the tears and cries
After all the cries of pain
After all the pain & suffering
After all the suffering we've endured
After all…
Where are we…
After all……

*sigh*…..

Is this cage of loneliness an eternal damnation?
Am I to be shackled and bogged down by the weight of insecurity?
Is my forlorn heart forever to be trapped in this immortal being?
Will I never break free from this everlasting dwelling?
Yet
What have I to gain?
What have you to lose?
And if I do
How am I to be?
With you?
Or without you?

*sigh*

Be still
My heart
I know
She will see me
Through all
That is unseen

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