Lonely, but WS, @L12

It's raining
Outside of me
Inside of me
I stop to think
But I can't stop
Thinking
To think
I can't stop
This endless journey
Will be
The death of me
Yet
I carry on
I move on
A step forward
And two steps back
To the place
I used to be
Familiarity
Comfort
Solace
Constancy?
I do not understand
Anymore
The understanding of I do's
Forevermore
Is there ever
To be
One true love
For me?
Or am I
Desperate
And senseless
O' this life
So hopeless?
And meaningless
But mean
By being true
By being you
I become helpless
And of less help
To myself
Oh please
Won't you
Help me
Help
Myself?

1999